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[Saturday
October 24th, 2009
12:32am
]
I need to change my life. Drastically. Immediately. New everything. Now. Now. Before this years over, I'm determined to make some progress. I need something, anything good to remember from this year.
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[Friday
July 17th, 2009
9:56am
]
Everyone!!!!! I had an epiphany at 1:03 last night!!!!
The answer to all my problems came to me like a gift from god.
I found the answer. It hit me!
I am so so happy.
I feel so so blessed.

I'm going to try my hardest to restore my faith.
I can't wait.
I'm going to confession tmrw
Then church on Sunday

Thank god.
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[Wednesday
June 10th, 2009
2:59am
]
This has been the worst year of my life, I would not mind being dead.
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[Friday
May 29th, 2009
12:59am
]
i am without a doubt a horrible person. but it feels so fucking good.
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[Thursday
March 19th, 2009
9:56pm
]
[ mood | aggravated ]

so this is what's happening.
i need to change
now, asap, whatever.

nicholas is giong to be the fucking death of me.
this past week has been hell. literally.
we broke up and got back together twice.
wtf
he is taking me for fucking granted and i dont appreciate it.
it's not fair.
he can break my heart as much as he wants and i still go running back to him.
what happened to me.
this is not fair.
i hate this
i what he has turned me into
vonerable, unappreciated, unloved, pos.

im lying not all of the time.just sometimes.
the other day i woke up, he was hung over from st pattys day
i wanted to WALK over and coook him food,
i cooked, waited, waited,waited for HIM to call me when he was ready for ME to WALK over to his house to take care of him
what did he do?
he had to fix his cousins car and then work.
wtf.
how shitty did i feel huh.
its not fair

he is going to stl tmrw and staying all weekend.
there are going to be somechanges once he gets home
let me teeeeeeeeeeeeelllllllll you
i will be a new woman.


new car, new job, new friends, new attitude REAL soon.

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[Friday
March 13th, 2009
8:13pm
]
so, life is okay right now
im rreallyy really sick of not having a car. it's really really annoying having to depend on nick to go or do anything ugh. i need a car so bad.

nick and i are okay i guess
he was being stupid, he wanted to take a break but then he decided he didnt want to. he's stupid and i dont trust him right now. ugh.

other than that spring break blew ass. i didnt do anything.
i have 5 classes, 2 online. ugh. this semster is going by really fast.
yallah summmmmmerr

the new baby and my uncle and aunt should be here soon
for easter
yay
cant wait.


i want a car.
i need friends
i need a job
ughhhhh life is so pointless right now
ifi didnt have nick i would be a bummmmm

okay bye now
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[Thursday
February 19th, 2009
8:02pm
]

I'm so happy that I have nicholas. I love him so much. He's all I need and ever will need. He's my best friend, boyfriend, and the only person that makes ms happy. I can't wait to marry him.

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It's been a whiiiile [Wednesday
January 14th, 2009
12:20am
]

So it'S been a long time since I've updated....
Slot has changed and happened this year, where do I begin???

Let's start with family ..
Buzzy had a baby girl...kaitlyn... She's adorable. Gabriels getting soooo big.. He can talk now and he's just everywhere it's amazing. I love them... They were just recently over for the holidays:-)


Odeh and gemma just had a baby girl on myyyy birthday..,quite a surprise...we haven't seen them just yet but soon.


Other than that everything is great. Life is wonderful. I finally have a car... It's the best thing that's ever happened to me. Ihaveall the freedom in the world.

My friends are great ...grace and heba are my giiirls. All the bannouras and bayypuk are the best I love all of them.


Nicholas and I are finally together I'm pretty much in love with him.... I like him alott he's amazing I'm very happy:)


I have 2 jobs at the moment ...still at olive garden...and a mortgage company..,I'm also taking 18 credit hours ... So I'm always pretty busy ...


I just recently celebrated my 20th birthday....it was an amazing time ...everyone had fun.


Other than that I'm just enjoying life I'm very happy with everything..family..friends..boyfriend.. And just everything. 2009 should be just as good if not better.

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[Sunday
December 9th, 2007
9:57am
]
[ mood | giddy ]

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So last night was the Starting Line and The Almost show
Alex & I drove like 3 hours to Grand Rapids
it was totally worth it.

The show was amaaaaazing.
We ended up talking to the merch guy and he let us stay after everyone else got kicked out so we could meet Aaron.
haha it was so sweet.

We talked to them for a little while.
They were all so nice

We got our ticket signed by aaron and the drummer
and we got TSL picks! haha
it was seriously the best night.

=-]
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[Friday
September 28th, 2007
10:16pm
]
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[Friday
August 10th, 2007
3:45pm
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umm testinggaaaaaaah.
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